Who Am I?

You may wonder who is this girl and WHY is she so passionate about being single with a purpose? You might even be slightly annoyed, I don't know. So today I desire to give you an summary of what brought me to this point and WHY I am so passionate about being this girl and now spread the message to young women everywhere!
It started when I was born! God created me like every single other female from generation to generation. That is the ability to love and the need to be loved in return. By who? Well everyone but there is that spot that says a man should fill it. When I was young it was my dad and as I got older it was my dad and then a boy and by my preteens I was reading the romance novels getting in to the fantasy world of romance novels. By the time I was 16 and 17, I was what I call a girl with PPS Syndrome. Poor, Pathetic, and single! It wasn't until I was 19 and had a painful experience that I waved a surrender flag to God. I found these 2 books that changed my thinking of who I thought I was and who I really was, what I was searching for and what I needed to start searching for.
I thought that I was Anita this girl who wasn't the most beautiful, most talented, or the one with the best figure. I wanted to feel loved and that meant I needed a guy to tell me and give me that attention or I wasn't valuable, beautiful. I strove for this and in the end I just felt empty.

Now I am a christian and I believe that a life without Christ would be the loneliest, most empty place in the world. I just hadn't discovered that even being a Christian Jesus Christ wanted make a home in this empty part of my heart. He says that I am worth far more than rubies! I was searching for some to love me. Hello this man Jesus died on the cross because of his great love for me and said if I would trust him He would give me all my hearts desire!
When I discovered the depth of his love for me not just as my Savior, but also as my Daddy, and Lover of my soul! He washed away this need I had to hear men say beautiful words, to pursue me! All that I need is in Jesus Christ, he completes me! Now instead of searching for a soul mate I search the heart of my Savior and He has taken my on an Exciting Journey! Jesus Christ gave me the antidote for PPS SYNDROME, and I am now SPP. Single, Purposed and Powerful!
Can I have a relationship? Yes! In fact, I have one now. However, I needed to be complete and confident in who I was in myself and Jesus Christ first! Why, Because Ismael is only a compliment to the already wonderful life that God has given me. I no longer need Ismael or any other man to try to fill the little empty part of my heart, because they can't and we will never be happy with the other person as we long to have them fill it! It wasn't meant to be their job!
What once read "Vacancy" no reads "No vacancy". It truly is a wonderful place to be at!
God-Bless, AnitaKay